Showing posts with label Fears. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Fears. Show all posts

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Things I'm excited for...

I am so frazzled and anxious and scared and hopeful and excited about this opportunity. I keep feeling like something is going to go wrong, or the opportunity might dissipate. But there are very many things that I feel like I am excited about...


  • New People
  • The Spanish
  • The Experience
  • The Culture
  • Learning New Things
  • The Food
  • The Lifestyle
  • The fact that they use US dollar bills
  • The Plane Ride (at least 24 hours in a bunch of planes yay!)
  • The School I Will Go To
  • The Family I Will Stay With
  • The Differences between the USA and Panamá
  • The WARM WEATHER
  • The Beaches
  • The Foliage
  • Their Forms of Media
Things I will miss
  • My friends and Family
  • The School
  • My Job
  • The New things that will come out when I would leave
  • All that I used to
  • The Music
  • My Nephew
  • The Technology that I am used to
  • MY COMFORT ZONE

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Spanish?!?!?!?!?!?!?

I have this feeling that I am going to be homesick. That I’m going to be left alone in a no where. That I’ll be lost and unable to do anything about it. That instead of actually hearing spanish, it’s a fast, speedy, endless and unable to be heard or understood. Much like this.

Because I know that it wont sound like this...
La Policia Mexicana

Saturday Night Live


I don't think it will be either of these will actually happen. Hopefully I will understand it, eventually, just not as easily as I could possibly think. But I am excited, no matter what anyone including myself says......